Moshi Moshi

Feel like I’m wasting my time. 

MIA?

I haven’t been on tumblr lately. 
This isn’t out of choice.
My internet is playing up, well actually no it’s not my internet or my computer, I think it’s Chrome, but for some reason whenever I come onto tumblr it slows the rest of the web pages down, even with full signal internet. 
Annoying!

And then doesn’t load half the page up on this site, so I’ve just stayed away mostly in hope it will solve itself out.
Lets hope because I miss this site :( 

Read someone’s facebook before…

My bats they have got so much more pathetic than they were when I knew them. 
Which is a big achievement.
Made me giggle though.
The big loser. 

Lostprophets tonight were brilliant…

its a shame their support band were rubbish.
Barely sung, “What, huh, curse curse curse!”
I’m sure the band was talented but over than dub step rubbish and the “singers” mumbling random words it was hard to tell.

Also when I see a band I like them to sing their own stuff.
They had cds of other bands songs in the background.
Then the band playing their instruments over that.
Then the twonk on the turn tables, eurgh making that disgusting noise.
Just no it was all wrong wrong wrong.

But the crowd loved it so much they did the most -interesting- dances I’ve ever seen, wasn’t quite dancing, but it wasn’t rocking out either. To be honest they looked like they were completely high and didn’t know what they were doing, which lets be fair some of them probably were.

It was a weird sort of a gig, because minus a few tools that decided to move closer to the front and didn’t happen to see the crowd of people in front thinking it was just an empty room or something the way they just walked into people, (RUDE) there was a lot of space around, for a sell out gig!
Maybe because we were further back than usual (headed out later because we wanted to miss Modestep, yet still saw about 30 minutes of their set!), but I’ve been quite far back in other gigs and it’s still you can’t move. This was odd. But I liked the breathing room and the fact other people’s sweat wasn’t on me. (ick)

Lostprophets were amazing though.
It has been years since I’ve seen them so it was good to be in their presence again and seeing them perform their new songs as well as some of their oldies. :D
What can I say, LP always put on a good show. They’re definitely a band that should be on your list of “Bands to see” if you haven’t already :)


The one thing I could do without at a gig though, and just adding it here because why not?! Is couples!
Okay don’t mind couples, couple away! But when you’re practically having sex right next to me… seriously get the eff away from my you skanks. At one point we were surrounded by them. >.< 


I sound like I didn’t have a good time.
I did!
Got to giggle at the interesting dances.
Natter away while Modestep were performing.
Rock out to Lostprophets.

Shame I had to come home instead of staying at my friends. :( stupid being ill.
 

I can understand guys idolising Hugh Hefner,

but I don’t get how girls love him so much.
He’s a dirty, pervy old man.

If an 85 year old who was local to you had a bunch of 20 year old girls wearing barely any clothes, if at all… was sleeping with a few, and told them they couldn’t see other men, even though he quite clearly is sleeping with other girls…
You would be like “WHAT AN ABSOLUTE CREEP!” and stay clear.

But it comes down to the fact he has money and can make you famous.
For taking off your clothes and sleeping with someone old enough to be your grandpa? Or GREAT grandad?! Hmm lovely.

>.<

He grosses me out, and should just not be allowed.
I wouldn’t agree with his life style if he was my age, but as he is 60 odd years older than me, that’s just wrong. 
Surprised it hasn’t fallen off yet.
Eurgh.

Just the thought of Hugh naked just makes me want to hurl.
Doing the naughties with him. *shudders*
These girls are freaks!

>.<  

My dreams are weird:

My mate asked me to look after her 5 month old, over night, on my own.
Now I love my little batphew but I’m not good with kids, nappy changes? Calming them down when they’re screaming?! I don’t think so… but she trusted me with him.

He got a bit fed up so I picked him up and sat him on my knee bouncing my legs and pretending to be a horse, doing a silly cowboy tune in time with the bouncing. He loved it. :D
(dream me is much better at calming him than reality me obviously).

Then I was talking to him going “Leon, Leeeeooonnn” and he went “Eooonnn, Eeeeoonnnn”
So I tried to get him say my name, it came out as “Oolie” (Nearly Julie! And not bad for a 5 month old haha)
Then I was talking to him just randomly and said something about five…and he went “five! Five! Five, Five, five!” and just kept repeating it.
I was amazed.

Then the dream changed, and I’m pushing his pram through some cartoon forest / amusement park thing and there were skeletons and body parts (all cartoony) that were lying around, you had to put them together… but I was just walking past them with me dad and Leon, and was like “Dad what do I tell Naomi, Leon has said his first word and she wasn’t there!?”
My dad was like “OH don’t mention it to her, she’ll be like “OOOH LEON SPOKE!” soon and you’ll just have to be “OOOH REALLY?! GO LEON!” and be supportive, don’t tell her, it’ll break her heart!”  

Then I was in some building and there were people running around crazily looking for shorts and purses, and handing them to someone in the middle stall of a toilet, which the door was closed until they knocked, it would open and this creepy girl would come out, pull them into the stall and then they’d fly back out. (this was part of the amusement park thing apparently)
And by this time me dad and Leon had disappeared off somewhere.

I ran away from there because it was too hectic and that girl was freaking me out, scary lady! I ended up running through some woods until it went into a clearing, and to the left were about 4 or 5 cars. My mum runs out one of the cars and starts hugging me like “Oh my god we thought you were missing, don’t run off like that!” and leads me to some house.
As I get in the house I see my ex’s mum and she hugs me “OH we have missed you!” but not in the way me mum thought I was missing, but in the fact that she hasn’t seen me for years and years since the ex broke up with me. I was like “Erm Hi?!”
She starts grating cheese to make me a butty (haha knows me too well), and I’m in shock, just like “What is going on here?!”

Then I go into a room which was the ex’s (Although I didn’t know at the time, dream house was different to reality house), and he’s slobbed out on his bed fast asleep. So I try and sneak to the other side of the room to go out the other door but he see’s me, I’m like AHH SHOOT!  

I ran out when I heard “Aww I always knew you two would get back together!” (pretty understandable, not seen him since 2006!) 
Ended up in my mates house, the one who trusted me with her baby, and she had a swimming pool, so we were like WOO swimming, only I forgot my towel, and was like “ahh I can’t borrow one of your WHITE towels because my hair would ruin it!” and they were like “We don’t mind!”

It changed again to me mum running down a street chasing a politician over something, going into another district (Hunger games anyone?!) and trying to get noticed. Victoria Beckham was also in the dream sat in a news agents, and there was also a gig of a band I don’t know…

Clear to say my dreams are very odd! :’)  

I’m getting fed up of people telling me I need to act more my age and stop being so silly, and sleep around…

I don’t want to “sleep” around.
I’d rather be celibate than sleep around.
I can live without sex. (Well not if I’m in a relationship a guy but shush)

I don’t feel the need to sleep with every guy that offers.
I don’t want to be wanted for JUST sex.
I can’t have sex with someone who I have no feelings for.
And if it’s just “casual” sex and there are feelings involved then it’s gonna end up with someone getting messy. As I can’t have sex with someone without having feelings for them, that person would be me.

So stop telling me that I should be having sex and having “fun!”
I can have fun without taking my clothes off, and if you can’t then that’s your problem.
I don’t see how my sex (or lack of atm) life has anything to do with anyone anyways!

Eurgh irritating me.

And the guys who just talk to you because they want you to have sex with them.
We’re all passed the age of 22 now for bats sake, and some older than that, do we still have to act like we’re 17 years old?!

(And that’s coming from me, the girl scared batless of growing up! But when it comes to casual sex I have and will always be old fashioned! Is it wrong to want a relationship these days? OR am I an alien for that too!?) GAH!